make me happy :)

Today I woke up in this really good mood. It was almost scary. I'm still in a good mood right now! Everythings just been going right for me lately. I'm kinda scared that God is setting me up for something... like "Here Jenna, enjoy these last couple days before you get in a car crash" or "before you get in trouble with your parents", or "before your future goes downhill". I know its sad but its so weird... have you ever been in an amazing mood but something is holding you back? Thats exactly how I am right now. I guess i just gotta take a deep breath, sit back and enjoy life because I really don't know whats coming. Maybe I am being over dramatic, maybe something is going to happen, but that is no excuse to hold me back from being happy.

I had a really long conversation with my cousin (shout out!), and talking to her, and giving her advice made me realize that life is short to be anything but happy. I gotta live life for ME. No one should change just because other people are changing. One should change because they have the ultimate desire. After senior year of high school, I really want to work on finding myself. Me and my mother are planning to travel, just me and her. That is the exact therapy I need. I learn about all these places overseas like Italy, Rome, France, Egypt, and all these other exotic places, I've been so inspired. We watch these slideshows of these places; while others are dozing off in class, I am wide awake in astonishment wondering, Wow, how did the ancient Greeks create such a perfect statue like that without any technical help? I seriously get so amazed. Its so inspiring for me to go out and make something amazing myself! I really want to leave a mark in this world, I may not be as amazing as the Greeks were, but I at least want to be remembered for something. Time is a terrible thing to waste... Along with a mind. 

Thanks for your support!

SHOUT OUT TO ALL THE PROTESTERS ALL AROUND THE WORLD. I AM TRULY AMAZED BY YOUR COURAGE.